today i currently envy my future self and who that person will be…

and the irony is… that my future self will envy what life is like for me now. 

knowing this keeps me pushing the limits of my patience and character.

one day i will be great. this is the promise i make to myself. … the trick is keeping it.

I have not photographed or retouched a single one of my own images in a full year.

and i just realized i’m afraid to, because once i do… I will have too much fun and too filled with glee to go back to working on anyone’s work but my own.